Dear Diary - Why am I alive?

my name? that's a secret! honestly I kinda like being anonymous because for the simple fact for once in my life I can just be honest. I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a loner, I'm that girl that wants to kill herself, I'm that girl that no one cares about. Honestly I could die and I don't think even one single person would care. I haven't affect any lives, not even one if the whole time ive been alive. how sad am I? just ask my wrist and thighs I'm sure once you seem them and my pretty art work you will understand how sad I am, how pathetic I am. fuck sake I'm writing in a fucking diary all my life problems because everyone hates me.