Serenity

My name is Serenity. My name means a state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled. It's ironic though because these past few weeks in my life has been nothing but chaotic, madness, and very troubled. I wish I could blame someone for the mess that has become my life...but I have no one to blame but myself. It all started in the summer, I wanted this summer to be perfect. I guess I just got carried away. I wanted to go out late at night, go to parties, meet new people; basically I wanted a summer that you see in those teenage movies. I ended up getting the summer I wanted... but not the one I needed. Movies are nothing like reality. Things never turn out the way you want them to. And trust me when I say, there is no happy ending. I've changed a lot since this summer but if I could go back and do it over again, I honestly have no idea if I'd change any thing. Yes I got hurt along the way and maybe I regretted some of the things that has happened. Yet those things, those things are what make me who I am now. I am not the same self-conscience, ignorant teenager I was when summer began. I learned from my mistakes and that's all that really matters, right.!?