Cravings

'The Way He Made Me Feel' I've never felt this way before. Making me feel like the only girl in the world, making me feel like you care and worry for me. He made me feel like the sun was all gone and he was my only light. Making me feel like the winter cold is not even happening from all your warmth being attached to me. No words can describe how bliss your touch on me was. Even though we didn't do anything farther than kissing you still made me feel so sexy. I spent my days with you, loving you endlessly. Giving you everything you've ever wanted, all my heart. I gladly handed it to you while you took it for granted. You ripped it out of my hands and took it with you. I just wanted to love you, you left me. You ran away after my heart was offered to you. I trusted you. Gave you my all and this is how you repay me? This is how you think you give back? You were suppose to keep me safe and protected like before, but instead you disappeared. I just wanted to let you know that you are my world. You are the only person that I love and have ever trusted. You knew my situation and how my parents are and how everything in my life is so up tight and when I told you that you made me feel like I was free and not what my father claimed I was. You convinced me to go be hide his back and see you. You made me think we were going to have a life together. Now you're happier with Anastasia and 'where you want to be' whatever the fuck that is suppose to mean. I am fine and I will be fine. Even though I have to repeat that to myself everyday. I am better off without you.