Phosphene | namjin
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Last published Tue, Oct 10, 2017
Seokjin shouldn't hope too much because whatever he did won't make him own Namjoon's heart.
"He's the stars and colors to my closed eyes, but when I open them, he's gone."
Book 1 of the [Meliorism] Series
Achievements:
- Ultimate Winner for OTP Category of Best of The Best Weekly Awards Week 1: BTS Week
- Bangtan Awards 2017 Awardee
- Second Place Bang Bangtan Awards 2017 NamJin Category
- Third Place on Gold NamJin Category Red and Gold Awards
Start : Jun 03, 2017
End : (ongoing)
cover by: @christianchimchar
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