Push Me To The Edge

The song "XO Tour Life" by Lil Uzi Vert was a reminder. As cliche as that sounds.
The reason why I feel deep to it was cause:
My ex best friend from high school.
My ex girlfriend, she was my first and last love.
I still have love for them dearly even we won't ever talk again.
But
They both told me "You're the worst... you're the worst" and I responded the exact same way. "I can not die..."

The verse of "She said, 'You're the worst, you're the worst.' I can not die because this my universe." brings back me to those moments ... so vividly, at the same time. I heard them telling me that I'm the worst. And how I responded to them with the same answer.

So this poem is how I thin their words reflect on me. And the last I'm going say,

I am the worst.