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Last published Wed, May 31, 2017
Everyone knows I am gay. Every gay guy, well every person for a fact has a crush on someone. But almost every gay guy has a straight crush. I'm 18 and I work at a diner full time. I cook there I clean, I take orders out I do everything there. For name sake the guy's name is Jake. He started working at the diner a few months back ever since then we have grown closer.
Anyways let's get this story / Dream on the rode! hope you enjoy it because I am not. But I need to express myself and can't keep these thoughts and dreams anymore!!
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