I Can't Breathe Without You
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Castiel Novak, a male nurse, was ready for his first long term patient.
This patient being Dean Winchester.
Little did he know he would fall for him. And when Castiel Novak falls in love (Which isn't often), he falls hard.
Dean has lung cancer, but he doesn't let that bring him down. And in fact, he finds himself reciprocating the love with the Novak as well.
And as their relationship grows stronger, Dean's condition worsens. It's hard for Cas to even be in the same room with him as he watches the love of his life slowly leaving him.
Can Castiel make his last living moments worth while?
(So sorry. I'm bad at writing descriptions.)
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