Gone.

Today is December 21, 2014. In two more days it'll be a year since my life plummeted into surrealism; in two weeks it'll be one year since my now ex-wife left me; a year since I've lost my sanity; a year since I've lost the meaning of what life is truly.
In two more days, it will be a year since my 3 year old son, Christopher, was kidnapped. Even more harrowing is the thought, in just 4 more days he will be 4 years old.