Alex was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and living in a life trying to find happiness but not even knowing what happiness felt like wasn't exactly easy. After constantly being bullied and harassed at school and his parents going through a divorce that he claims is his fault; his suicidal thoughts are fired up again. Things change when Julia his only friend persuades him to go to his first high school party, and there he meets Nick... a popular jock who is a total people pleaser and isn't as straight as people think he is.. They start to develop strong feelings for each other that Alex never thought was ever possible but here's the kicker... their love must be kept a secret..