Finding Myself - Larisa - Wattpad

Story cover for Finding Myself by LovelyBones__25

Finding Myself

LovelyBones__25

Reads 1,272
Votes 47
Parts 6
Time 23m

Reads 1,272
Votes 47
Parts 6
Time 23m

LovelyBones__25

Mature

crazy fights friendship hate love

Growing up without your dad u never gotten any love from a male person so you should expect your to fall the wrong man like me Yn. Living in New York isn't all that like u may think it may be. My life is hell without my dad teaching me how these niggas is out here i fell for the wrong nigga that almost murder me and shit. Leaving him was the best and my mother nowhere to be find when i need just made it worst. Im just trying to FIND MYSELF in this world with my friends and the love of my lifeAll Rights Reserved

crazy fights friendship hate love

Table of contents

6 parts

Sign up to add Finding Myself to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Thinking Out Loud by allaboutyb

"How do I know you're not like them?" "You won't know unless you give me a chance ma." Um I don't know where I'm going with this story but I hope it's good 🩷

A Nᴇᴡ Bᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ | ✓ by Arixdepp

Jane Victoria Davis, a 18 years old female, that just graduated highschool. She been doing dancing and gymnastic since childhood and still do, She is a famous tiktok creator for her flexibility. She have over 15 million followers. She is also a Instagram model with over 3 million. She took dancing as her career. She hadn't had time to spend with her friends that lived in LA. So she called and texted them daily, they havent seen each other for the pass 3 months. Her friends had a spear room for her in their group house along with 6 other people she's close to. She currently lives in a house with her mother who she is really close to, Her stepfather how she kinda hated for trying to play the role as a father in her life, Her Step sister that is a year younger than her and they are quite best buds she also graduated with her. So yea, she gets along with the females but not the males. Her father was hit by a car protecting me, he shoved me out the way getting hit instead. So he got hurt because of me, I still blame my self for it. It was my fault, even if I was only 14 at the time, it was my birthday. But yet, my mother tried her best to keep me happy during the month of my brithday, it was useless, I felt pain. Like I'm the reason this shit happened. Yet my 18th brithday was the best, I got the best thing I could've ask for, so on I been better. Still something was telling me not to feel so free just yet, Something happened that affected me and all the people that I cared for, the people I held close to me. I took the risk of death for friends. I risked my self of my problems, the reason he was here was because of me, I'm not letting anybody get hurt because of my mistakes any longer. I'm taking the consequences for my actions. For somebody from my pass caught up with me. A mistake, He wasn't suppose to be in my life at all, I didn't need him or want him any longer but he wanted me still. ____________ Started - January 26th 2021 Ended - May 23rd 2021

I Want You No Matter What (Book 2) Completed by shadae80101

Life had taken a turn for the better ever since my troubled brother was incarcerated for life. However, one day, a sense of unease crept over me and my best friend as we noticed a mysterious figure tailing us through the bustling town. "Ally, who's that man?" my best friend inquired, her voice tinged with concern. I scanned the area nervously, my heart pounding. "We should get out of here," I urged, seizing her arm as we hastily made our way through the crowded streets. Abruptly, I awoke from a disquieting nightmare, my screams ricocheting through the silent house. "Mom, there's a man chasing me in my dreams," I gasped out, my hands trembling. She attempted to soothe me, attributing the tumultuous visions to my overactive imagination. On one occasion, I inadvertently overheard my mom and aunt engaged in a hushed conversation, puzzling over what impending revelation they were deliberating. Eventually, I mustered the courage to confront the enigmatic man who had been shadowing me. "Why have you been following me? Who are you?" I demanded, my voice quivering with trepidation. "I am Aleekie Smith," he disclosed, leaving me dumbfounded. "You're the man from my dream," I whispered, the pieces falling into place. The drama unfolded further as I crossed paths with a former boyfriend adamant on asserting control, his aggression escalating to a perilous climax when he brandished a firearm. Feeling ensnared, I made a pivotal decision to extricate myself from the tumult, severing ties with everyone in a dramatic departure. Amidst escalating tension and conflict, an unexpected source of solace materialized in the form of my father, ushering the narrative into an unforeseen trajectory. To uncover the compelling trajectory of events that ensued, I urge you to continue reading. This is merely the entrancing prologue of the gripping saga that awaits. Don't forget to vote and comment!

The heartless bitch by teenay15

Hi, it's yo girl teyana ,the bad bitch and I'm 16. I don't give a fuck what people say or there feelings I only care about me and the person who gave birth to me. actually fuck that I don't care about her cause she don't care about me all she cares about is crack fucking crackhead. people say that I'm heartless I properly am but I wasn't always like this...... ******************************************************* 7 years ago.... "Daddy,Daddy help me please someone help" crying my eyes out begging my father friend to stop while he raping me and hitting me at the same time. My father friend deroy said " bitch,stop screaming enjoy it cus no one going to have sex with you, look at you. I was still screaming for someone to help me "no one going to help you they don't care about you,do you really think they care if they did they would of been here right now" I was still screaming for help because I had hope that my night and shining armor to rescue me but he didn't come...

Veronica's Story by MissShantiBaby

I'm only 17 and got the weight on the world on my shoulders. I'm struggling to do good in school, keep a job, and find a place to live. I ain't got no parents, never knew my dad and my mama ain't shit. It's a hard situation for me. Don't know what the next hour will bring me. Scared that I'll walk into the wrong place at the wrong time. Well they say everything happens for a reason. Maybe something greater awaits me ? Excuse any errors !!!

My Bully's Obsession - BWAM by Sinmiller17

My high school bully parents just happens to be my families closest friend. Great this is gonna be a fun year of college. No love life , no friends , and my bully is my childhood "friend". What could possibly go wrong ?

My Babies Mystery Daddy. (Completed March 2021) by louloumammyof2

(Mature content) (Highest ranks listed) (Editing slowly) A simple last night out with my girls before I move to America. Drinks are flowing, hips moving & laughing like we have no worries in the world, & an encounter with a drop dead gorgeous man, whos eyes could see my soul like we belonged & his hands ohh 🤪 but I left before he woke mortified. I never had a one night stand. Only problem now is I left with something belonging to him. So here I am 4 years later and my boss is retiring. Who's my new boss you ask. Well you guessed it & Does he remember me? I hope not as theirs more than my feelings at stake now. *********************************** Eoin Ryder now 29 year old badboy billionaire. Eoin cant get a girl named Saoirse (sheer-sha) out of his head for years. That one incredible night has had him searching for that connection again. He dates but nothing to serious as he compares them to her beauty. Is there such thing as love at first sight. Will he find her again. If so what will he do. What will she do. Though he is in for a shock. Laughter, tears, anger, sex & possible loss. This book has it all. Hey everyone 😁 this is my 1st ever book/story to write & writing it from my phone. If its boring or silly I do apologise. Im writing chapters as I go so please be kind and i would love feedback and ideas for this story. I Started it 20-dec-2020. I thought id give it ago & to have a new focus point to steadying out my anxiety. Never done anything like this before. feel free to point out mistakes nicely im trying to edit quickly. Also the pregnancies are sort of based on my experiences. Also copywrited. Mature content will be present so please dont read if this will offend you or under age. Hightest rank 1st #daddy (sept) 1st #Irish (may 21) 1st #over18s (may-now) 2nd #single (feb23) 2nd #2021 (may 2021) 2nd #accidental (may 2021) 3rd #soul (may 2021) 4th #lover (june 2021) 6th #sexual (june 2021) 10th #love (may 2021) 11th #growth (june 2021)

Focus On The Light : friendships, love & family {On-going} by CissyItsMe

Follow a group of young adults taking their first steps into adulthood as life teaches them countless lessons. Junior year in college is a crucial time as you're reaching the end of the educational race and get ready to close yet another essential chapter of your life. Important decisions need to be taken as the next year will be a validation of everything you planned for your future, or tried to. On the other hand, you also have life to experience in a more personal aspect, joggling with friendships, family and love while not trying to lose your sanity. And in the mist of it all, you're still trying to find out who you truly are. Dark times might happen more than you imagined, but in those trying times, even if it seems impossible to do so, don't forget to focus on the light. Keep your head up, smile and stay positive. ***** No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. Content and/or trigger warning: this story mentions sexual abuse, suicide, self-harm and violence that may be triggering for some readers. This book also contains profanity, intimate scenes and other sensitive situations that might offend some of you, what it's not my intention. My personal opinions and writings are not meant to defame, purge, humiliate, and/or injure anyone.

Perfect Fate ✔ (Moved To Inkitt) by fanoshkaflippo

Wattpad Creator! Happy and proud. HIM: Staying the night? Not my thing. Hearts and flowers? Boring. Falling in love? Not anytime soon. Settling down? Off the table. Getting married? You're kidding me, right? That was me before the night we first met. Because, well, meeting a hot chick that made me hard just by looking at her was definitely not in my plans when I sneaked out of a woman's apartment after what was already a long night. Taking her home and getting her a chocolate cake, though, was kind of intentional. But falling for her? Boy, that was pretty much inevitable. HER: He came out of nowhere, literally. I was there, sitting on that bench, barefoot and crying and just getting my heart broken in peace and silence. Then he appeared, all mad and furious and sexy and tall and just drool-worthy! And just like that, despite my poor attempts of escaping him, he had me wrapped in his world. A crazy yet heart-fluttering world, that I have absolutely no intentions of leaving anytime soon. ------- Character development is a main theme in this book. It shows you how they both work on changing for the better, while trying to overcome the obstacles in their relationship and fight for each other till the end. ** Warning!! Some chapters contain sexual scenes, but there's always a warning at the head of the chapter. Do not read them if you're under 18.** * Also, please beware that this story contains a lot of swearing. Read at your own risk. * **I don't own any photos used in this book. All are found on the internet for public use.** Highest Rankings: Sexy - #1 Love - #1 General Fiction - #41 Romance - #46 ------ ** Copyright © 2014 by Fanoshka Flippo (Farah Fekry). All rights reserved. No part of this document may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without prior written permission of Fanoshka Flippo / Farah Fekry. **

Made For The Mafia (18+) (1 of 3) by writer82897

'For The Mafia' Series - Book 1 of 3! ~~~ "Down on your knees." He lets go of my hair and pushes my shoulders down roughly, before unbuttoning and shrugging off his shirt. I kneel in front of him and instantly unbuckle his belt and unzip his black pants. He watches me eagerly from above, keeping his hands to his side, letting me lead. "Are you jealous when I flirt with those men for information?" I bat my eyes up at him innocently as I pull his pants down to his knees. His face hardens as he considers my question. "I don't like your hands on them." He grumbles and I smirk. I already knew the answer. "I do it for you, Enzo." I remind him as I move my mouth closer to him. "Only me." He growls as he pulls my head forward, closing the space between us. ~~~ When a dangerous mafia leader meets this particular stripper, he learns she is anything but. Both equally ruthless and thirsting for power, he hires her as his lethal interrogator and assassin, however she quickly becomes more when neither can resist each other. But can she learn how to truly care for one of the men she was taught to use? Can he control his jealousy long enough to take advantage of her tricks? Will she love him enough to share her biggest secret - who she really is? Read to find out! Disclaimer: There WILL be mature content - swearing, sex scenes, murder, drugs, drinking, etc. It's a mafia story... so expect a lot of that stuff lol Started: February 2021 Completed: December 3, 2021 (Book 3 is in progress!) Achievements: First 1,000 reads: August 5, 2021 First 5,000 reads: December 24, 2021 First 50,000 reads: September 5, 2022 First 100,000 reads: November 18, 2022 First 200,000 reads: June 9, 2023 First 300,000 reads: December 1, 2023 First 400,000 reads: January 23, 2024 First 500,000 reads: March 23, 2024 First 900,000 reads: September 1, 2024!! Tag Ratings: #2 romantic suspense - January 12, 2022 #1 trouble - August 2, 2023

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Thinking Out Loud cover

A Nᴇᴡ Bᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ | ✓ cover

I Want You No Matter What (Book 2) Completed cover

The heartless bitch cover

Veronica's Story cover

My Bully's Obsession - BWAM cover

My Babies Mystery Daddy. (Completed March 2021) cover

Focus On The Light : friendships, love & family {On-going} cover

Perfect Fate ✔ (Moved To Inkitt) cover

Made For The Mafia (18+) (1 of 3) cover

Thinking Out Loud

"How do I know you're not like them?" "You won't know unless you give me a chance ma." Um I don't know where I'm going with this story but I hope it's good 🩷