Listen up I do not care any more what am I even doing here

I will just use this as an excuse to post my art somewhere else since this is one of two ways for me to post it so get ready for trash that no one will see, care about, or even like. I'm proud of this but who even cares I never use this app heck the only reason I keep it is
1-I'm too lazy to delete
2- a close friend uses it and I like her stories (she rarely posts though)
3-I always think that one day it might actually be worth my time to use this app

I love writing, but I prefer art over it. And there's no one to recognize my efforts so I lose hope pretty quickly