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Dear Diary

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Reads 74
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Thephaninoursmut

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2009 2012 2022 amazingphil boyxboy cute danhowell danisnotonfire depression diaries gay happyeverafter lgbt lgbtq phandom phillester readatownrisk selfharm triggerwarning

[trigger warning]
  
  June 3rd, 3:43 Am, 2009
  Dear Diary,                                                                     
  I don't know why I'm returning here, relying on thin pages to solve my problem; but here I am anyways. It won't fix my issues by writing them and crying but at least it eases my raging thoughts, making them rush to a halt. This small worn out diary is a reminder, life has no happy endings like they do in books or movies: the world is harsh and cold. The world waits for no one, the world is a rush of lights, people and of course pain. 
  
  I am glass, broken glass with rigged edges and sharp corners.
  My skin is torn like a teddy bear ripped at the seams from the hands of abuse: but in this story, I am my own abuser.
  My body is a gallery of scars and thick red lines, each with meaning and a background story. 
  when will my pain end?
                                                                                                                                                             [Dan Howell]All Rights Reserved

2009 2012 2022 amazingphil boyxboy cute danhowell danisnotonfire depression diaries gay happyeverafter lgbt lgbtq phandom phillester readatownrisk selfharm triggerwarning

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