Disappear (*TRIGGER WARNING* SUICIDE)
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Connor Murphy's suicide
** TRIGGER WARNING**
Obviously mentions of suicide if this will trigger you in any way please don't read
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Also if you haven't seen Dear Evan Hansen, SPOILER ALERT obvously
Also here are some links to watch Dear Evan Hansen please watch before reading and you're welcome 😊: Act 1 - https://youtu.be/aJm5g96hRi
Act 2 - https://youtu.be/Ia7VBJUh9qk
on another website just in case - http://stagedork.com/pages/watch.php?id=59&vidid=144
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Suicide hotline : please know that you are loved and that suicide is not an option ❤️
1-800-273-8255 or text to 838255
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