It never ends

I was drowning while everyone was walking by not giving a damn. You know how you feel when you just wanted to die but also live to see if everything would turn out alright. I was used, abused and he thought it was just a sick game to make someone feel like this. He’s the reason I do what I do. Why I don’t trust or believe in love. I mean,why should I believe in love? Love is shit,it breaks you. It makes you believe in things that'll never happen.