A Journey Into My Head {COMING SOON}
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Last published Sat, Feb 8, 2014
My name is Jade. I'm 18. I'm a sociophobic and this is my story.
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"Tell me Jade. How does it feel like?"
"I hear," That was wrong. "I feel all the voices around me. They're critizing me, they're laughing at me. They're waiting for me to screw up and embarrass myself again. I don't want to be where they can see me. I want to go to my room and stay there. All of this is tiring. It feels horrible."
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