Flawed || Lee Minhyuk

{Minhyuk}

Eternal sleep...that's all I wanted.

At first, it was just some 'fans' expressing their thoughts. It was mean but that's how the world is and if you're an idol...you need to deal with that shit right? Everyone gets hate but most people will ignore it and show their strong faces. Additionally, the other members seemed to be fine with occasional hate. If they're okay with it, why shouldn't I be? They were all incredibly happy. I can tell and it's not just because of their faces.

In time, you'll find out that your faces might not share your true feelings. I don't know how I know but I guess I'm good at reading people. Reading people, has always been a simple task for me. Understanding those people and caring for them. I always put them in front of me but I wonder would I ever get anything back in return? I love Monsta X and it's members. I couldn't have asked for anyone better than them. All of them are awesome. They're all people bursting with amazing personalities and abilities, but I guess I'm not one of them. All I can do is talk and laugh like a normal being. Would I ever be talented enough for me to actually fit in?

Why am I so flawed?

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I wanted to change. I wanted to become someone that people did not think was too annoying or too clingy.

Minhyuk was a person with a bright bubbly personality. He had the ability to light anyone's day up. One look at his smile, you'll feel positive energy building up inside of you. He was the beacon of sunshine that everyone wanted and needed, but there is a saying...those who smile the brightest, often hide the darkest scars. Kihyun didn't think this was true. Nor did the other members. How could it be true? He was so positively bright and gleaming all the way through but slowly they started to notice the slight change in him.