Ryan Oneshot Book

I made this book when I was 14 so the first chapters up until around 50+ are kinda bad. I thought I'd leave it up because some people may want to still read but if your interested in my own style now read the latest ones as it represents adult me who knows how to write hopefully better.
I enjoy writing and I put alot of time into them when I was younger so I thought for the time and effort I'd leave them up!

I suffer with dyslexia which I've grown accustomed to but I was struggling in my younger years so again the first chapters of this book aren't the best (they make me cringe)

Ryan and Alex are the ship I stayed with later on into the book, but whilst I began writing Alex wasn't yet in TDG so there some different ships. Bailey, Tyler, Johnny. I tend to write bxb as that's what I tend to read.

Warnings ⚠

In this book I cover a fair few dark themes as that's what draw me in as a reader.

Also people who have a emetophobia (why I started this book, to try normalise myself to it in a weird way) this book contains it alot very early on in the first few chapters then it slowly transforms into a dark book.

Mentions of: self harm, suicide, eating disorders, rape, drugs, drugging of others, grooming, violence, bullying. (Anything that may fall under dark themed I've probably written about)