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Pause, Replay

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Reads 3,889
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Time 53m

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Jaïya never expected things to end this badly.

If she had, she never would have did what she did that night. 

If she'd know how it would all unfold, she wouldn't have gone along with the plan.

But that's the thing.

Jaïya didn't know what would happen.

And she still doesn't know much now except that she wishes she could go back and fix everything.

Pause and replay.

Life would be so easy if she had those.

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