Fighting For Survival
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"All that matters is him being ok. I don't care about myself."
Ella and Ryan have been together for almost four months now and everthing is goin really well, except for the small problem of the other people in Ryan's head. Ryan has Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) and its getting harder and harder for him to keep control. So they make a deal, every week one of the "others" gets full control with only Ella to calm them down. For Ryan this is an amazing deal, however for Ella it will be a fight to survive.
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