A Daydream Away
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Last published Sat, May 17, 2014
"I can't do this, if I choose her I loose you."
"I know."
"I don't want this."
"It's not about what you or I want anymore. It's just what you have to do."
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My life in a nutshell is what you would call complicated. But I guess that's just everyone's high school experience.
Girl meets boy, girl falls for boy. Boy has older, hotter girlfriend who he thinks loves him? I guess that's complicated, but that's not even the whole story
For a plain, normal girl like me, moving to Baltimore was the biggest change I've had in my life. My whole life was what anyone would call normal. And besides bullying and being quite the anti-social kid, I did have a normal life.
But once I moved to Baltimore, once I met him; once I discovered secrets and made enemies, everything changed.
This is the story of how I literally fell head over heels in love with Alex Gaskarth.
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