Beautiful Mind
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Last published Sat, Jul 26, 2014
Every year I had only one birthday wish, to wake up the next day to both my parents' smiling faces and every year it ceased to come true.
"Where are you? Where have you gone I need you!"
It wasn't fair. What kind of plan has God entrusted me to follow? It feels like he thought of me as waste and cut my trail right off, and here I stand, quaking in the dead end with no way home.
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