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did_I_just_say_that
Complete, First published Jun 05, 2017
Mature
anorexiacancerdarkhumourdarkromanceeatingdisorderedhospitalshumourhuskyireallythoughtiwasjohngreeniwas14andthisistheangstthathappenedleukemiarecoveryremissionromancesoulsuicidalsuicidalthoughtswhinywhiteboyyoungadult
Noah Albert Clark was born to die. 

At least, that's how he sees it. Diagnosed with leukaemia at fourteen, he has since then been preparing for his own demise for years. It's really the only thing that he is not afraid of. Only, something has gone terribly wrong for Noah. 
He's gone into remission. 
And as a result, is forced into spending time with a girl, as well as her canine accomplice, whom he has never met, and is said to be just as screwed up as he is. Noah has never had any friends, and has never really thought he needed any, seeing as his death was so inevitable. However, the tables are turned, and it seems that now life is the hauntingly inevitable. 
Without cancer, who is Noah Clark? All he has ever been is a ticking time bomb, so now that he's stable, he has no idea what to do with his life. Live? He doesn't know how. 
Perhaps he just has to learn.

TRIGGER WARNING: extreme suicidal ideation, eating disorders, death, mentions of abuse, violence.
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29 parts Complete Mature

"Death isn't just one thing that happens and is over with. That description fits life more. Death is eternal. I mean that's how I view it. Death brings joy and pain. In my opinion life should be viewed as death is. The end. Death is the beginning. A new life, a fresh new start. Its beauty is unmatched. I imagine it feels like stars bursting, a million smiles and just pure happiness." Cancer. What a pain. Valerie's crippling illness leaves her hospitalised, bored out of her mind, dreaming of how she just wants to be a normal teenager. Although her thoughts are constantly intruded by someone. The boy. She was intrigued by him, he visited everyday at the same time, 2:47pm. She wanted to know his story, why was he here? Is he visiting someone? Her curiosity overflowed her. Anyways, it didn't matter, for her illness was getting better and she could finally get back to school. Sophomore year. Gosh. She could finally be a normal teenager. Then she saw "him" in the school hallways. The boy. Although he seemed different, less warm, more cold. It was like he put up a faΓ§ade and barricaded his true self. His true self being... the boy she saw in the hospital. πŸ₯‡First place in The Star Awards πŸ₯‡First place in The Ember Awards #24 in sadromance #15 in cancerpatient finished- 22/09/22

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