MISSING HEART

MISSING HEART

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My current love and I struggled for two years - dating off and on. During those off moments I began to realize the love of my life was right before my very eyes. We hit a bump in the road and I had to accept that the happy times were gone. Sometimes I thought, maybe we weren't the one for each other. Other times, maybe there's still hope. If only we could go back to the beginning. But time doesn't go back. I had to accept the man I adored was no more. We were fighting, and I knew he wanted, needed me to be there for him. I have no excuses or anything to say to turn everything around, but if I could be there now (then, after the fact) I would. I guess the hardest thing about loving someone is trying to understand when they don't love you back. I couldn't forget him; we'd become friends. I was ready to let everything go, but he still had a place in heart. He loved me the best he could, and I thank him for that. I began to want to be there for him, to listen to his needs and show him I could be a good friend. So I wrote.
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alicia
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Forgotten

Ever since I was 9 she was my bestfriend, Over time my feeling towards her grew and she meant everything to me even if she didn't know that. When I was 16 she graduated highschool and she focused her life on music and a year later she left for her first tour. I didn't know it at the time but it was then that we started to grow apart. A year later we were completely out of each other's lives. That year was the worst year of life at 19 I got into a very traumatic incident losing someone important to me. It was then that I decided to give up on her and shut everyone out that I cared. 3 years later I was finally turning thing around to better myself but there she was standing in front of my door. She was asking me to forgive her, how can I forgive her if I can't even forgive myself. I had to suppress those emotions, my feeling towards her. She needs to know that I gave up on her, and she should've done the same. Her stubbornness got the better of me, I thought I could keep those emotions lock away but I couldn't. Now it's all catching up to me and it's all flooding way to quickly, I can't keep myself together. I'm hurting her for the things I've caused. I thought I could forget, let be for once but I can't.

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