Chaos
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Last published Mon, Jun 5, 2017
Ever have that feeling like you're being watched? You'll be sitting at at home, and then you just get that feeling, that feeling when your brain realizes you're not alone? Don't freak just sit there, don't grab the phone (even though there's no one to call anyway), don't do anything. Don't move, don't breath, don't blink, stay still, stay quiet, wait... The feeling isn't going away, it never will because you'll never know. You'll never know if what you're feeling is in your head or if it's actually happening. But what you do know... is you can't sit there forever.
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