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angst depressed depression finnharries harriestwin jack jackharries jacksgap jacksgapau sad selfharm suicidal triggering triggerwarnings

“i wanted to know that he would be okay if i died. i wanted to not be a grenade, to not be a malevolent force in the lives of people i loved.” 
  -John Green, TFIOS

• a story in which jack harries is depressed and suicidal, finn harries is oblivious to his brother's breakdown, and it's only a matter of time before everything goes to shit. •All Rights Reserved

angst depressed depression finnharries harriestwin jack jackharries jacksgap jacksgapau sad selfharm suicidal triggering triggerwarnings

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