She walks along the walls, being pushed and shoved along the way to her classes. She hangs out with "Emo" people, who make her smile in every situation. She even dresses in dark clothing sometimes and she listens to bands like BVB or P!atd or MCR. She is bullied by people better than her, and not even her family or closest friends know about it. She doesn't drag over this, though it takes up a portain of her life. She thinks about not being able to see her father or brother, and just barely being able to speak to her mother. She wonders if the embarrassment of her own causing will ever stop. But when she plays the keys of an old piano she forgets about everything. She forgets about her loneliness. She forgets about the lies she's been told. She forgets about everything, except how to fake a smile. And then he comes in and changes nearly everything.