W A R N I N G there may eventually be chapters of self harm, suicide attempts, and there will be smut (sex) if you are offended by any of these subjects, please refrain from reading this. this book includes very detailed situations in which i have been in, and may scare you depending on how you perceive things. also please enjoy this stupid story that will definitely have horrible grammar at some points and has sucky writing in it 👌✌️