A Sense of Belonging

I saw him accidentally on TV screen.

But I fall for him so hard. He becomes the reason of my happiness, my loneliness, my sadness, my successes, the reason why I dun wanna wake up every morning coz I can meet him only in my dreams.

I feel so lost because of loving him not as an idol but as my Mr. Right.

I cry every night because I miss him and want to be with him but he didn't even know me, didn't know my existence,

until that moment ~~~