Emotions (YJ fanfiction)

AKA I am really bored and need something to write. Bear with me as I attempt to write a story.

You never how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have left

I hate me
I always get in the way
When I want to go out
I always want to stay inside
When I want to smile
I always start to cry
And when I love my life
It's then I want to die
I get confused with myself
For we never do agree
I wish I knew which one of us
Was really truly me

I either eat too much
Or starve myself
Sleep for 14 hours
Or have insomniac nights
Fall dangerously in love
Or hate passionately
I don't know what grey is
I never did

You didn't understand why I was crying, when I was happy just a second ago
You wonder why I go from being indescribably happy, to breaking down in sadness
You always figured something was wrong when I picked myself in my room, or when I stopped eating for a while
But you never asked why
-Marcelene

I own nothing.