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Light up my Shadows

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Reads 701
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Parts 5
Time 33m

"Light up my Shadows" takes place in a world where mental disorders haunt you; literally.  Mental disorders, fears and strong emotions have almost-human forms.  Positive emotions are called 'Lights' and all the negative stuff are called 'Shadows'.  They follow their host around, and only their host can see them and talk to them.  

Most people have 1-2 shadows, but Connor Murphy isn't most people; he has six Shadows, which is both rare and dangerous.  Worst part is that he doesn't have a Light to help him.  That is until he's assigned a certain boy as a partner for a school project  A boy in a blue polo shirt and kaki pants.  A boy who broke his arm by falling out of a tree.  A boy who has just has many Shadows following him as Connor does- if not more.

So this is an AU we came up with and no one dies.  The AU will be explained throughout the story.  It's a tree bros fic (so all the gay).  It will also be angsty but it will have a happy ending. There will also be a lot of cussing so yeah.All Rights Reserved

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