My reality

You think your little boyfriend of 2 weeks breaking up is hard? imagine this... you were with a guy half a year, you loved him so much you forgot about everything else. He was perfect for you, a perfect match. You spend every almost waking moment talking together. I mean spending the night together on Skype, falling alseep on the phone, getting to know each others families, the teenage dream! You spend every chance you get with each other, you learn everything there is to know, to where there's no secrects between you. No lies. Real life is finally better than your dreams. And then all of the sudden, out of no where your world starts to crash down. He's going behind your back, lying, possibly cheating. You let it go because you love him, but the next thing you know, your relationship is falling apart. The relationship you think you can't live without...Y'all break up. Its been months and you're still crying your eyes out because you don't understand what happened or how to live without that one person you thought would never leave you, the one that was always helping you, always right beside you whispering words of encouragement, because life with him is what you had grown so used to. Its taken me 9 months to not feel guilty texting another guy. its taken me 9 months to realize he's not coming back.