I Feel......isolated (On Hold)
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Isolated.
That's what I feel, isolated. I can't tell when I actually started feeling lonely, but I know it has been a while. Probably since the start of eighth grade, now until my sophomore year of high school.
Two and a half years to be exact. Some of you maybe thinking that it is a small time no need to fuss about it. That I am complaining too much. That there are people out there who have been feeling the same way for their whole lives. People without friends.
I do have friends don't get me wrong, but the thing is even if I am surrounded by people I still feel alone.
I try to fit in amongst them. I try to act cool. I try to look like I am having fun, but at the end of the day I still end up being the social outcast of the group.
The only one.
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