If Only

dreamersoblivion

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Complete Thu, Feb 18, 2021<5 mins

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"If only she could cry. If only she could let herself feel. If only she were whole."

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Please Be Okay // Dan Howell
My chapters aren't too long but I try to update frequently, if you want longer chapters just tell me and I'll do it 😊 Thanks for reading! ♥️✨
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anathema ; phan
{edited} "won't you go to someone else's sleep? won't you go to someone else's head? haven't you taken enough from me? won't you torture someone else's sleep?" TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.
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Flashbacks [Phan]
A real goodbye only happens when you know you'll never say hello again. Trigger warning: death (murder)
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Unsent Letters.
A handful of letters that will never quite get to its intended recipient. NO COPYRIGHT INTENDED.
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struggling➾ phan (complete)
update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"
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Journals
A series of short journal entries
In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader)
You've lived most of your teenagerhood as a major fan of Dan and Phil, and a proud member of the Phandom (shipping them or not, your choice.) You wake up one day to find yourself seemingly inserted into Dan's life as his best friend, and the next day inserted into Phil's life. You alternate being your two favorite YouTubers' best friend. Finally, you notice that Dan and Phil are notably absent from each other's lives: they've never met. You're torn between wanting to bring the two YouTubers together to create the amazing Phandom, but you also want to continue spending your life with them. And on top of that, you only have room for one life- Dan or Phil? Note: Please read the whole story! It won't make sense if you skip chapters.
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Short stories
Self-explanatory
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The Tragedy Of Life
For my best friend. A story of life, death, and true tragedy. Directed towards all those who can never feel it.
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Bound.
She was lost in herself, drowning in her sorrows, trauma haunting her day and night... He was hurt, broken infact, he couldn't let go of his past. He was still stuck. They couldn't leave, they were Bound.

Please Be Okay // Dan Howell

My chapters aren't too long but I try to update frequently, if you want longer chapters just tell me and I'll do it 😊 Thanks for reading! ♥️✨

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