dear my future self ( 40 year old )

so this is just something I'm thinking of doing , not just write in here but also write in my journal so I can later on look back in my life . this isn't your typical story , I want to talk to me like I am 40 or up whatever to hopefully when I see it I have done it , this will be telling you all my life story from 9 to 10 to now since I was dumb enough to keep anything written down .