Hopeless

Okay, now I'm standing here, on the edge of the cliff...Why am I doing this? It's not like my life is over now. Or is it? I don't know it anymore...I wish I had never met Jacob! He made me crazy with his amazing blue eyes...His soft voice told me he loved me, but...did he? Saying 'I love you' only takes a few seconds, but prove it takes a whole lifetime...And he didn't prove it...Or did he? No, he polluted it. But if I...jump...than what about Sam? I would never see the twinkles in his eyes again...or his übercute smile with his novice teeth...