Hopefully, nobody will ever find this, and who would read about a 12 year old girl's inner demons, anyway? But, if you somehow happen to be reading this, then congratulations, you just found the book that is a guide to the dark recesses of my mind. Enjoy whatever sick pleasure you might get out of reading this, but I will give you only one warning. What you are about to read may well be one of the most disturbing things you have ever read about the life of an almost-average modern-day 12 year old girl.