the weakness within
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Ongoing9m
Last published Mon, Jun 19, 2017
Jordan just wants to be a normal girl, with a normal life, go to the mall with friends, get good grades and not worry about bullying or family issues, its hard being the outcast sometimes you know, all she needs a little bit of attention from one person to make it all better, to stop her from doing the unspeakable....from pulling that trigger....will she win this fight or die trying, join Jordan on this journey of sadness, and maybe find out a little more about her past...or even go back to it....
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