So there is black and white. but there are colors, not in between but conveniently in the middle. But the common thing is black and white other than red, their automatic default settings. So say there is a color, let's say green, just simply lives out in a world of black and white, liking both the light and dark colors, but is alone in being green. Not making sense, what replace black and white as Gay and Straight. and there is me, someone stuck conveniently in the middle but not in between, named Aaron, who is bisexual. I live in Ashton Hill in New York, a world of black and white, and I'm a green dot in our society.
I might not be the only green dot in the town, but my neighborhood, I know mostly straight people, the only few gays I know are online, or in California, Whittier, in the southern part.
There is no other colors, hell I don't know any aces that I met in real life.
Life is cruel, sure I can be interested in both sexes, but I sure can't find a single person in Ashton that would date me.
Damn right being bisexual doubles your chances of a date, but sadly my chances are still 0, nilch, nada.
Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it!
And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks.
I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High.
I am so unbelievably fucked.
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17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it.
That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead.
*WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!!
Started: January 21st 2020