love.
it's a strange thing.
but it can also consume you, completely.
to the point where you can't talk to your best friend.
why?
because i'm completely head over heels in love with him.
There was something that told me I couldn't go back now. What was done is done and I knew in a few days I would have to tell the truth. But I just couldn't find it in me to love him. He loved me, I couldn't love him.