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Scars||Ed Sheeran

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Scar- a make left after a cut or burn to the skin

"Do you know how hard it is to not let what people say get to you? How hard it is to stay clean to go to sleep and never want to wake up?" I stare at him with glossy eyes. I'm so weak I hate it. 

"Riley why would you want to die?" He holds my face between his hands and I felt my heart flutter at the contact.

"Because the world is fucked up and so are the people in it."



Contains acts of self-harm and suicide so please read at your own risk!!All Rights Reserved

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