Suffering in silence????

Niall Horan suffers from bad anxiety and OCD and keeps it a secret from his band mates. He has already fallen into depression but the problem is that he is good from hiding it. His 4 other band mates don't know what is going on and they carry on with their lives. But then they start to notice changes in Niall but he thinks they hate him. Niall doesn't know where this is going to end but he know where he wants it to end...
His mum and brother at home understand it but Bobby Horan cannot accept the fact that his son has some sort of mental disorder. He thinks it can be fixed easily.

Niall is also having to cope with his bandmate leaving the group who felt like an older brother to him. Niall acts like he is ok but really he's not.

Will Niall realise that his bandmates do care for them or will it be too late and will there be a secret relationship destined to happen or not?

WARNINGS:

-Triggers
-Boy x Boy
-Not recommended for people under the age of 15

Please don't read this if you may be triggered by it I am just putting this on to raise awareness and show ways that helped me when i had bad anxiety.