Can't Find The Nerve
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Alexander William Gaskarth
Age: 15
D.O.B: 12/14/87
Reason(s) for visitation:
[•]Has tried multiple times to commit suicide
[•]Has been diagnosed with depression
[•]Has been diagnosed with anxiety
[•]Frequent outbursts of rude/sarcastic comments
[•]Refuses many different solutions as well as further testing for other physical and/or mental challenges
Referred by: Dr. Hayley Williams on 10/13/02
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