When they mention he's name my heart beats faster and I get a smile on my face.I thought I had moved on but now I can't stop thinking about him and how he was. He's face was perfect and I'm sure he still has that beautiful smile of he's.I just want to message him and see how he is doing but I don't know if I should. It's only going to hurt him more. I just want him to be happy and not suffer. Any day now it will be my last. You're probably wonder who I am talking about. I'm talking about Harry Styles. I've had a crush on him since the first time I saw him.I knew we were going to be classmates and was so happy that we were. He was so funny. I had heard that he was a really cool guy. Every time I saw him he was smiling. He made everyone laugh. He had long brown curly hair. Sometimes he styled it up in a quiff. Other times he didn't style it at all he he still looked amazing. He's eyes were the perfect shade of green.