Emails
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Inspired by Emails to Dan, Emails to Phil, and Acquaintances //
*New Email*
From: Daniel Howell
To: Philip Lester
Subject: how are you doing?
Hey Phil!
I was wondering, how are you doing? It's been so long you know? Like a year.
Since you've talked to me.
And moved out.
And since I told your parents about us.
I'm sorry about that. It slipped I swear I know how your parents hate homosexuals it's just that I forgot okay? Forgive me Phil it's been fucking year!
Was it necessary?
Move out?
Because it would be awkward between us?
We were dating for crying out loud! I love you and I still do!
Phil, just consider it please?
I'm a mess.
Your Ex-Boyfriend
Dan
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