But I Wish I Was Dead
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Última publicación dom, jul 22, 2018
"I think this is the end.
I think I'm gonna die here.
I think... I think I'm hopelessly in love with you.
I think you wouldn't care."
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After being thrown into a psychiatric hospital Kayla cannot continue her passion of drawing which releases her anxiety. She meets a boy called Peter who comes from Cell 5 and they become friends almost instantly. Peter and Kayla form a small group of friends who are known as 'The Escapists.' But for escaping comes a terrible punishment.
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