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But I Wish I Was Dead

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Reads 386
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Parts 11
Time 57m

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"I think this is the end.

I think I'm gonna die here.

I think... I think I'm hopelessly in love with you.

I think you wouldn't care."

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After being thrown into a psychiatric hospital Kayla cannot continue her passion of drawing which releases her anxiety. She meets a boy called Peter who comes from Cell 5 and they become friends almost instantly.  Peter and Kayla form a small group of friends who are known as 'The Escapists.' But for escaping comes a terrible punishment.All Rights Reserved

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"Doors Led To Your Nightmares" (Original Short Story) by skillfulstories

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Scarlet Soul by SilverJks

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His Obsession by Petite_Mort_

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