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holy | dear evan hansen

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Reads 150,087
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Parts 32
Time 1h 11m

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in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor.

tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessaryAll Rights Reserved

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Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

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