The escape
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Empty and hollow
Searching for a fix
Pop the pill and swallow
So perfection and sadness do not mix
Fill the void and free your mind that is now destroyed
Gulp down your pain
Allow it to take its to make you normal
Allow it to make you sane
Wash away your empty
The desire to swallow more becomes so tempting
Fill the void and free your soul
Allow it once again to make you whole
Hide in the shadows and put on your mask
Swallow the pills no questions asked
Escape your life
Escape your thoughts
Swallow the pill
Just as you were taught
Demolish the voices that corrupt your head
Silence the demons that leave your wrists tainted red
Drown your sorrows
Escape your head
Pop the pill again and again
For one mistake and you'll be dead
Your eyes once again hollow and your wrists stained red
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