Letting Her Go
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Lengkap Kam, Mar 20, 201410m
It's hard. But I have to let her go...
*True Story*
Thanks for all the reads and votes, but I didn't write this for fans and fame. I guess I wrote it to vent about my current situation. Thank you for letting me do that. My True Love will remain anonymous to the Wattpad crowd. The theme song is 'Let Her Go' by Passenger. Enjoy, the battle between my heart and my brain.
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