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Deep Breath and 15 Boys

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I sat quietly, just looking around at all the policemen (and women). They were rushing around, but some were looking over me. Especially that childservice woman, Via. She keeps looking though paper after paper, folders, the computer and stuff, but her eyes would lift from whatever she was doing to me at least every 30 seconds.

I'm not a child! I'm 17 for Pete's sake.

"Yes!" I looked to the overly stressed out woman that was currently in charge of me. She held a yellowish paper in hand and went over to me, bouncing in her steps.

She's too happy for me.

"I found the paper. Do you know anyone by the name Saralee Foreman?" She asked me, sitting down in the chair beside mine. I had pulled up my legs and hugged them, tired as hell and my body ached.

I took a deep breath, thinking about what my mum taught me.

"I-I... I think.. She's my mum's... High school friend." I said between my pauses. I have to do that so I don't stutter. Ever since I learned to talk I've had a huge problem with stuttering. Up until I was 14, I could barely say my own name coherrantly. 

"So you know her?" Via asked, but to her disappointment, I shook my head 'no'. "Well, she's your Godmother and you don't have anyone but her. Do you want me to call her?" She asked, giving me a sympathetic look.

I look away from her eyes and down on the dirty floor.

"Sure." I shrugged. When she said she was gonna call, I hid my face in my knees and just let out a long sigh, before I closed my eyes and just went to sleep.

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