The Three Times He Didn't Fake It
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The first time Sherlock tried to end his life was when he was 19-years-old and felt so very alone.
The second time he was twenty-three and still hadn't found the meaning of his existence.
The third time he was twenty-six and he just wanted to feel something else than numbness.
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